Fucking ancient.VA-->BOS-->LA-->VA.

 

  Inspired by “Characteristics of Life” by Camille T. Dungy
                                              (”I will speak
                       the impossible hope of the firefly.”)


Impossible fireflies send whispered hope
into dusky, falling nighttime. 
Memories of youth-
remembered better than it was ever lived. 

Our minds a filter for the jagged sediment
of a dozen of a hundred
all the trauma we cannot hold
to examine yet.

Someday my hands will be big–
monstrously calloused and
I will gladly grasp 
and sand these hurts down
to microscopic bits
that pass through
and cannot hurt me. 

But today, my hands are soft,
small– still close to those of that 
far off wonder-being child
watching fireflies and marveling
at the universe’s dance.

My skin remembers
what my heart refuses
and my brain shies away 

from all that gravel, and my feet–

heavy with it.

          -½/2021

breath and body

Breath and body intermingle 
 as tangled lovers
between sheets of glass. 

Fragile life heartbeating
against the tides.
Strong, resilient, but
oh, so overwhelmingly 
aware of fragility.


Always a split second away from eternal oblivion:
the release of our body’s captive energy
back to nature–
nurtured once more 
into some new thing

also worthy of love. 

-1/1/2021

recoversuggestions:

friendly reminder that you didn’t waste your year. any moments of happiness or comfort, any small accomplishments, they all matter. this has been a really hard year, and simply surviving is something to be proud of. 

I suppose we wear our traumas the way the guillotine wears gravity; our lovers’ necks are so soft.

Every kiss is a window
revealing 
tender, vulnerable
want.

A crack in our delicate,
sugar-spun shell
beckoning for anyone
willing to face what
we’ve become.

We fester
in our loneliness,
hide in our language,
shrink away from bold touch.
All the while
we keen into the wind

begging for the kiss returned. 

12/23/2020

this speech ventured
through waves
joining her voice
– joyful pleasures


youthfully, the enemy gave his arm
to be the first escort

now she speaks
and like genius would –mirrors the dawn
she burns the fleet at sea
where she stood
beautiful

all gesture
this single story 
who extends 
between its creator 
and the living

finishing her job.

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Calls for Justice for Aurora’s Violinist Elijah McClain Grow

Elijah McClain was a kind and gentle 23 year old who worked as a massage therapist in Aurora, CO. On his lunch breaks from work, Elijah would go to the animal shelters and play violin for the animals because he thought that they were lonely in their cages and thought that the music would calm them. 

In August 2019, Elijah went to the gas station to buy some iced tea for himself and his cousins. Because he suffered from anemia he would often wear a ski/ runner mask over his face to stay warm. On his way home, the Aurora Police department were called to reports of a “suspicious man.” 

(Warning: for violent description) Elijah was apprehended by a group of three cops, despite committing NO crime and being unarmed. A struggle occurred, and he was held in a very dangerous carotid hold around his neck while he cried for help, cried out that he couldn’t breathe, cried out that he was nonviolent and couldn’t even kill a fly, and was repeatedly throwing up. Elijah weighed a mere 140 pounds. You can hear on the audio footage, an officer instructing another to move their body camera out of view.

While 3 Aurora Police Dept officers violently restrained him they called Aurora Fire Dept, who injected him with ketamine (a powerful drug used to tranquilize horses or in surgeries by a trained anesthesiologist and illegal to be administered by anyone else) even though he was already cuffed and calm.

He went into cardiac arrest , slipped into a coma, and his family was advised to take him off life support 6 days later.

The cops were transferred to another department but never received charges. 

HERE’S HOW YOU CAN HELP:

DONATE 

Click this Link to call these Representatives and DEMAND JUSTICE!!

Especially call these numbers:

  • Call CO Governor Jared Polis (303) 866 2471
  • Call Aurora Mayor Mike Coffman (303) 739 7015
  • Call District Attorney Dave Young (303) 659 7720

Source / Police Video (Trigger warning) 

#WAKEUP

Follow here for more news

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Calls for Justice for Aurora’s Violinist Elijah McClain Grow

Elijah McClain was a kind and gentle 23 year old who worked as a massage therapist in Aurora, CO. On his lunch breaks from work, Elijah would go to the animal shelters and play violin for the animals because he thought that they were lonely in their cages and thought that the music would calm them. 

In August 2019, Elijah went to the gas station to buy some iced tea for himself and his cousins. Because he suffered from anemia he would often wear a ski/ runner mask over his face to stay warm. On his way home, the Aurora Police department were called to reports of a “suspicious man.” 

(Warning: for violent description) Elijah was apprehended by a group of three cops, despite committing NO crime and being unarmed. A struggle occurred, and he was held in a very dangerous carotid hold around his neck while he cried for help, cried out that he couldn’t breathe, cried out that he was nonviolent and couldn’t even kill a fly, and was repeatedly throwing up. Elijah weighed a mere 140 pounds. You can hear on the audio footage, an officer instructing another to move their body camera out of view.

While 3 Aurora Police Dept officers violently restrained him they called Aurora Fire Dept, who injected him with ketamine (a powerful drug used to tranquilize horses or in surgeries by a trained anesthesiologist and illegal to be administered by anyone else) even though he was already cuffed and calm.

He went into cardiac arrest , slipped into a coma, and his family was advised to take him off life support 6 days later.

The cops were transferred to another department but never received charges. 

HERE’S HOW YOU CAN HELP:

DONATE 

Click this Link to call these Representatives and DEMAND JUSTICE!!

Especially call these numbers:

  • Call CO Governor Jared Polis (303) 866 2471
  • Call Aurora Mayor Mike Coffman (303) 739 7015
  • Call District Attorney Dave Young (303) 659 7720

Source / Police Video (Trigger warning) 

#WAKEUP

Follow here for more news

Chapter 13 is up! Unequivocal by irene_doe

irenedoe:

Chapters: 13/? Fandom: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Hermione Granger/Draco Malfoy, Harry Potter/Ginny Weasley, Ron Weasley/Other(s) Summary: 
Hermione thought her biggest issues this year would be being stuck in a dead-end job and not quite getting along with her new officemate, Draco Malfoy. However, the Ministry is about turn her tidy and contained life upside down with the announcement of the new Marriage and Family Law, and there’s more trouble brewing as outbursts of uncontrolled magic begin to wreck havoc in the office.
Draco has been reassigned to Corporate Services after an Auror mission went spectacularly sideways; at least, that’s what he’s telling everyone. The truth is hardly as straightforward and Granger has him increasingly on edge, so naturally, he was only too pleased to learn of the new Law that was going to out him as a Creature to the woman he loves.

handwrittenloveletter-deactivat:

on grief

1. the chronology of water, lidia yuknavitch

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2. grief, ewa szymanska

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3. jamie anderson

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4. inconsolable grief, ivan kramskoi

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5. taking care, callista buchen

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6. at eternity’s gate, vincent van gogh

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7. the chronology of water, lidia yuknavitch

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8. on earth we’re briefly gorgeous, ocean vuong

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oceansideopus:

reserve:

forovnix:

fbi: but it says ‘friends to lovers’ followed by ‘mutual pining’ why did you scroll past that

nsa: it’s 3AM, please only read one-shot pwps, please dear god

cia: that’s a really specific au search ya weirdo.

#we humans have that peculiar ability to turn the worst stupidest dystopian situations#into stuff we can laugh grimly at#i appreciate that (via @the-nothing-maker)